haha wow defiantly changed my mind =)

havent update for a while and im bored and grounded soo i guess its time,,this weekend browns vs steelers,,Go StEeLeRS =) big bens on bench though,,,but bettis is the game this week soo i think we should do good,, or i hope

 Go STEeLERs

i c o n s-

well becca came over today to "study" hah but you do you actually us two together got anything done,,,umm no not really ;) i defiantly was in a major hyper mood and was dancing to a sweet cd we made,,haha it was defiantly a fun day for being "grounded"

TRAGEDIES HAPPEN IN LIFE:
what are you gonna do give up?,,no when your heart breaks you gotta fight like hell to make sure your still alive,,cuz you are and that pain you feel thats life,, </3*
the confusion and fear,thats there to remind you that somewhere out there is something better and that something is worth fighting for - ONE TREE HILL

i see the way youu look at me. the fear of what you're thinking is always on my mind. you grab ahold of her tighter, trying to let me know youu don't feel the same anymore. all i see is the man i love, too harsh on making me jealous. then youu kiss her in front of me, making sure i see it happening. youu try to let me know you ended up with her instead of me and no matter what, things won't change. but what you don't know is that everything you've been trying so hard to accomplish, it all means nothing to me now, because i've grown numb to the pain. it swallows me whole. every night i lay awake trying to figure out how. how did this happen? how did youu end up with her instead of me

well just got backk from the doc,,and found out ive got a really badd ear infection and bronchitis,,cant go to school till wednesday,,perfect time to be sick huh? right when exams are around the corner,,

STEELERS WON!! <33

yesterday watched the gamme =) and went to my brothers football game then to willies

wore my jersey to school today and defiantly got some crap,,but oh well bengals lost boo hoo gett over it seriously,,its just a game

got a lot of things on my mind soo heres some quotes and icons

if you were mine, i'd be your everything     <3
& you'd be the only thing that i would ever need.

And there i go again..
writing your name a thousand times
& without even realizing